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me to want. Even now I do not know what I am wanting. I feel like

a man who has lost his way. I yearn but to be in her presence, and

within the circle of her light and splendour--to be there now, and

forever, and for the whole of my life. More I do not know. How

can I ever bring myself to leave her?
On reaching the third storey of the hotel I experienced a shock.

I was just passing the General's suite when something caused me

to look round. Out of a door about twenty paces away there was

coming Polina! She hesitated for a moment on seeing me, and

then beckoned me to her.
"Polina Alexandrovna!"
"Hush! Not so loud."
"Something startled me just now," I whispered, "and I looked

round, and saw you. Some electrical influence seems to emanate

from your form."
"Take this letter," she went on with a frown (probably she had

not even heard my words, she was so preoccupied), "and hand it

personally to Mr. Astley. Go as quickly as ever you can, please.

No answer will be required. He himself--" She did not finish her

"To Mr. Astley?" I asked, in some astonishment.
But she had vanished again.
Aha! So the two were carrying on a correspondence! However, I

set off to search for Astley--first at his hotel, and then at

the Casino, where I went the round of the salons in vain. At

length, vexed, and almost in despair, I was on my way home

when I ran across him among a troop of English ladies and

gentlemen who had been out for a ride. Beckoning to him to

stop, I handed him the letter. We had barely time even to look

at one another, but I suspected that it was of set purpose

that he restarted his horse so quickly.
Was jealousy, then, gnawing at me? At all events, I felt

exceedingly depressed, despite the fact that I had no desire

to ascertain what the correspondence was about. To think that

HE should be her confidant! "My friend, mine own familiar

friend!" passed through my mind. Yet WAS there any love in

the matter? "Of course not," reason whispered to me. But

reason goes for little on such occasions. I felt that the

matter must be cleared up, for it was becoming unpleasantly

I had scarcely set foot in the hotel when the commissionaire

and the landlord (the latter issuing from his room for the

purpose) alike informed me that I was being searched for high

and low--that three separate messages to ascertain my

whereabouts had come down from the General. When I entered his

study I was feeling anything but kindly disposed. I found

there the General himself, De Griers, and Mlle. Blanche, but

not Mlle.'s mother, who was a person whom her reputed

daughter used only for show purposes, since in all matters of

business the daughter fended for herself, and it is unlikely

that the mother knew anything about them.
Some very heated discussion was in progress, and meanwhile the

door of the study was open--an unprecedented circumstance. As

I approached the portals I could hear loud voices raised, for

mingled with the pert, venomous accents of De Griers were

Mlle. Blanche's excited, impudently abusive tongue and the

General's plaintive wail as, apparently, he sought to justify

himself in something. But on my appearance every one stopped

speaking, and tried to put a better face upon matters. De

Griers smoothed his hair, and twisted his angry face into a

smile--into the mean, studiedly polite French smile which I so

detested; while the downcast, perplexed General assumed an air

of dignity--though only in a mechanical way. On the other hand,

Mlle. Blanche did not trouble to conceal the wrath that was

sparkling in her countenance, but bent her gaze upon me with

an air of impatient expectancy. I may remark that hitherto

she had treated me with absolute superciliousness, and, so far

from answering my salutations, had always ignored them.
"Alexis Ivanovitch," began the General in a tone of

affectionate upbraiding, "may I say to you that I find it

strange, exceedingly strange, that--In short, your conduct

towards myself and my family--In a word, your-er-extremely"

" Eh! Ce n'est pas ca," interrupted De Griers in a tone of

impatience and contempt (evidently he was the ruling spirit

of the conclave). "Mon cher monsieur, notre general se

trompe. What he means to say is that he warns you--he begs of

you most eamestly--not to ruin him. I use the expression


"Why? Why?" I interjected.
"Because you have taken upon yourself to act as guide to this,

to this--how shall I express it?--to this old lady, a cette

pauvre terrible vieille. But she will only gamble away all

that she has--gamble it away like thistledown. You yourself have

seen her play. Once she has acquired the taste for gambling,

she will never leave the roulette-table, but, of sheer

perversity and temper, will stake her all, and lose it. In

cases such as hers a gambler can never be torn away from the

game; and then--and then--"
"And then," asseverated the General, "you will have ruined

my whole family. I and my family are her heirs, for she has

no nearer relatives than ourselves. I tell you frankly that

my affairs are in great--very great disorder; how much they are

so you yourself are partially aware. If she should lose a

large sum, or, maybe, her whole fortune, what will become of

us--of my children" (here the General exchanged a glance

with De Griers)" or of me? "(here he looked at Mlle.

Blanche, who turned her head contemptuously away). "Alexis

Ivanovitch, I beg of you to save us."

"Tell me, General, how am I to do so? On what footing do I

stand here?"

"Refuse to take her about. Simply leave her alone."
"But she would soon find some one else to take my place?"
"Ce n'est pas ca, ce n'est pas ca," again interrupted De

Griers. "Que diable! Do not leave her alone so much as

advise her, persuade her, draw her away. In any case do not

let her gamble; find her some counter-attraction."

"And how am I to do that? If only you would undertake the

task, Monsieur de Griers! " I said this last as innocently as

possible, but at once saw a rapid glance of excited

interrogation pass from Mlle. Blanche to De Griers, while in

the face of the latter also there gleamed something which he

could not repress.

"Well, at the present moment she would refuse to accept my

services," said he with a gesture. "But if, later--"

Here he gave Mlle. Blanche another glance which was full of

meaning; whereupon she advanced towards me with a bewitching

smile, and seized and pressed my hands. Devil take it, but how

that devilish visage of hers could change! At the present

moment it was a visage full of supplication, and as gentle in

its expression as that of a smiling, roguish infant.

Stealthily, she drew me apart from the rest as though the more

completely to separate me from them; and, though no harm came

of her doing so--for it was merely a stupid manoeuvre, and no

more--I found the situation very unpleasant.

The General hastened to lend her his support.
"Alexis Ivanovitch," he began, "pray pardon me for having

said what I did just now--for having said more than I meant to

do. I beg and beseech you, I kiss the hem of your garment, as

our Russian saying has it, for you, and only you, can save us.

I and Mlle. de Cominges, we all of us beg of you--But you

understand, do you not? Surely you understand?" and with his

eyes he indicated Mlle. Blanche. Truly he was cutting a

pitiful figure!

At this moment three low, respectful knocks sounded at the

door; which, on being opened, revealed a chambermaid, with

Potapitch behind her--come from the Grandmother to request

that I should attend her in her rooms. "She is in a bad

humour," added Potapitch.
The time was half-past three.
"My mistress was unable to sleep," explained Potapitch; "so,

after tossing about for a while, she suddenly rose, called

for her chair, and sent me to look for you. She is now in the


"Quelle megere!" exclaimed De Griers.
True enough, I found Madame in the hotel verandah -much put

about at my delay, for she had been unable to contain herself

until four o'clock.
"Lift me up," she cried to the bearers, and once more we set

out for the roulette-salons.

The Grandmother was in an impatient, irritable frame of mind.

Without doubt the roulette had turned her head, for she

appeared to be indifferent to everything else, and, in

general, seemed much distraught. For instance, she asked me no

questions about objects en route, except that, when a

sumptuous barouche passed us and raised a cloud of dust, she

lifted her hand for a moment, and inquired, " What was that? "

Yet even then she did not appear to hear my reply, although at

times her abstraction was interrupted by sallies and fits of

sharp, impatient fidgeting. Again, when I pointed out to her

the Baron and Baroness Burmergelm walking to the Casino, she

merely looked at them in an absent-minded sort of way, and

said with complete indifference, "Ah!" Then, turning

sharply to Potapitch and Martha, who were walking behind us,

she rapped out:
"Why have YOU attached yourselves to the party? We are not

going to take you with us every time. Go home at once." Then,

when the servants had pulled hasty bows and departed, she

added to me: "You are all the escort I need."

At the Casino the Grandmother seemed to be expected, for no

time was lost in procuring her former place beside the

croupier. It is my opinion that though croupiers seem such

ordinary, humdrum officials--men who care nothing whether the

bank wins or loses--they are, in reality, anything but

indifferent to the bank's losing, and are given instructions

to attract players, and to keep a watch over the bank's

interests; as also, that for such services, these officials are

awarded prizes and premiums. At all events, the croupiers of

Roulettenberg seemed to look upon the Grandmother as their

lawful prey--whereafter there befell what our party had


It happened thus:
As soon as ever we arrived the Grandmother ordered me to stake

twelve ten-gulden pieces in succession upon zero. Once,

twice, and thrice I did so, yet zero never turned up.
"Stake again," said the old lady with an impatient nudge of my

elbow, and I obeyed.

"How many times have we lost? " she inquired--actually

grinding her teeth in her excitement.

"We have lost 144 ten-gulden pieces," I replied. "I tell you,

Madame, that zero may not turn up until nightfall."

"Never mind," she interrupted. "Keep on staking upon zero,

and also stake a thousand gulden upon rouge. Here is a

banknote with which to do so."
The red turned up, but zero missed again, and we only got our

thousand gulden back.

"But you see, you see " whispered the old lady. "We have now

recovered almost all that we staked. Try zero again. Let us do

so another ten times, and then leave off."
By the fifth round, however, the Grandmother was weary of the

"To the devil with that zero!" she exclaimed. Stake four

thousand gulden upon the red."
"But, Madame, that will be so much to venture!" I

remonstrated. "Suppose the red should not turn up?" The

Grandmother almost struck me in her excitement. Her agitation

was rapidly making her quarrelsome. Consequently, there was

nothing for it but to stake the whole four thousand gulden as

she had directed.

The wheel revolved while the Grandmother sat as bolt upright,

and with as proud and quiet a mien, as though she had not the

least doubt of winning.
"Zero!" cried the croupier.
At first the old lady failed to understand the situation; but,

as soon as she saw the croupier raking in her four thousand

gulden, together with everything else that happened to be

lying on the table, and recognised that the zero which had

been so long turning up, and on which we had lost nearly two

hundred ten-gulden pieces, had at length, as though of set

purpose, made a sudden reappearance--why, the poor old lady

fell to cursing it, and to throwing herself about, and wailing

and gesticulating at the company at large. Indeed, some

people in our vicinity actually burst out laughing.

"To think that that accursed zero should have turned up NOW!"

she sobbed. "The accursed, accursed thing! And, it is all

YOUR fault," she added, rounding upon me in a frenzy. "It

was you who persuaded me to cease staking upon it."

"But, Madame, I only explained the game to you. How am I to

answer for every mischance which may occur in it?"

"You and your mischances!" she whispered threateningly.

"Go! Away at once!"

"Farewell, then, Madame." And I turned to depart.
"No--stay," she put in hastily. "Where are you going to? Why

should you leave me? You fool! No, no... stay here. It is I who

was the fool. Tell me what I ought to do."
"I cannot take it upon myself to advise you, for you will only

blame me if I do so. Play at your own discretion. Say exactly

what you wish staked, and I will stake it."
"Very well. Stake another four thousand gulden upon the red.

Take this banknote to do it with. I have still got twenty

thousand roubles in actual cash."
"But," I whispered, "such a quantity of money--"
"Never mind. I cannot rest until I have won back my losses.

I staked, and we lost.

"Stake again, stake again--eight thousand at a stroke!"
"I cannot, Madame. The largest stake allowed is four thousand

"Well, then; stake four thousand."

This time we won, and the Grandmother recovered herself a

"You see, you see!" she exclaimed as she nudged me. "Stake

another four thousand."
I did so, and lost. Again, and yet again, we lost. "Madame,

your twelve thousand gulden are now gone," at length I

"I see they are," she replied with, as it were, the calmness

of despair. "I see they are," she muttered again as she

gazed straight in front of her, like a person lost in

thought. "Ah well, I do not mean to rest until I have staked

another four thousand."
"But you have no money with which to do it, Madame. In this

satchel I can see only a few five percent bonds and some

transfers--no actual cash."
"And in the purse?"
"A mere trifle."
"But there is a money-changer's office here, is there not?

They told me I should be able to get any sort of paper

security changed! "
"Quite so; to any amount you please. But you will lose on the

transaction what would frighten even a Jew."

"Rubbish! I am DETERMINED to retrieve my losses. Take me

away, and call those fools of bearers."

I wheeled the chair out of the throng, and, the bearers making

their appearance, we left the Casino.

"Hurry, hurry!" commanded the Grandmother. "Show me the

nearest way to the money-changer's. Is it far?"

"A couple of steps, Madame."
At the turning from the square into the Avenue we came face to

face with the whole of our party--the General, De Griers, Mlle.

Blanche, and her mother. Only Polina and Mr. Astley were

"Well, well, well! " exclaimed the Grandmother. "But we have

no time to stop. What do you want? I can't talk to you here."
I dropped behind a little, and immediately was pounced upon by

De Griers.

"She has lost this morning's winnings," I whispered, "and

also twelve thousand gulden of her original money. At the

present moment we are going to get some bonds changed."
De Griers stamped his foot with vexation, and hastened to

communicate the tidings to the General. Meanwhile we

continued to wheel the old lady along.
"Stop her, stop her," whispered the General in consternation.
"You had better try and stop her yourself," I returned--also in

a whisper.

"My good mother," he said as he approached her, "--my good

mother, pray let, let--" (his voice was beginning to tremble

and sink) "--let us hire a carriage, and go for a drive. Near

here there is an enchanting view to be obtained. We-we-we were

just coming to invite you to go and see it."
"Begone with you and your views!" said the Grandmother

angrily as she waved him away.

"And there are trees there, and we could have tea under them,"

continued the General--now in utter despair.

"Nous boirons du lait, sur l'herbe fraiche," added De Griers

with the snarl almost of a wild beast.

"Du lait, de l'herbe fraiche"--the idyll, the ideal of the

Parisian bourgeois--his whole outlook upon "la nature et la

"Have done with you and your milk!" cried the old lady. "Go

and stuff YOURSELF as much as you like, but my stomach simply

recoils from the idea. What are you stopping for? I have

nothing to say to you."

"Here we are, Madame," I announced. "Here is the

moneychanger's office."

I entered to get the securities changed, while the Grandmother

remained outside in the porch, and the rest waited at a

little distance, in doubt as to their best course of action.

At length the old lady turned such an angry stare upon them

that they departed along the road towards the Casino.
The process of changing involved complicated calculations

which soon necessitated my return to the Grandmother for

"The thieves!" she exclaimed as she clapped her hands

together. "Never mind, though. Get the documents cashed--No;

send the banker out to me," she added as an afterthought.
"Would one of the clerks do, Madame?"
"Yes, one of the clerks. The thieves!"
The clerk consented to come out when he perceived that he was

being asked for by an old lady who was too infirm to walk;

after which the Grandmother began to upbraid him at length,

and with great vehemence, for his alleged usuriousness, and

to bargain with him in a mixture of Russian, French, and

German--I acting as interpreter. Meanwhile, the grave-faced

official eyed us both, and silently nodded his head. At the

Grandmother, in particular, he gazed with a curiosity which

almost bordered upon rudeness. At length, too, he smiled.
"Pray recollect yourself!" cried the old lady. "And may my

money choke you! Alexis Ivanovitch, tell him that we can

easily repair to someone else."
"The clerk says that others will give you even less than he."
Of what the ultimate calculations consisted I do not exactly

remember, but at all events they were alarming. Receiving

twelve thousand florins in gold, I took also the statement of

accounts, and carried it out to the Grandmother.

"Well, well," she said, "I am no accountant. Let us hurry

away, hurry away." And she waved the paper aside.

"Neither upon that accursed zero, however, nor upon that

equally accursed red do I mean to stake a cent," I muttered to

myself as I entered the Casino.
This time I did all I could to persuade the old lady to stake

as little as possible--saying that a turn would come in the

chances when she would be at liberty to stake more. But she

was so impatient that, though at first she agreed to do as I

suggested, nothing could stop her when once she had begun. By

way of prelude she won stakes of a hundred and two hundred

"There you are!" she said as she nudged me. "See what we

have won! Surely it would be worth our while to stake four

thousand instead of a hundred, for we might win another four

thousand, and then--! Oh, it was YOUR fault before--all your

I felt greatly put out as I watched her play, but I decided to

hold my tongue, and to give her no more advice.

Suddenly De Griers appeared on the scene. It seemed that all

this while he and his companions had been standing beside us--

though I noticed that Mlle. Blanche had withdrawn a little

from the rest, and was engaged in flirting with the Prince.

Clearly the General was greatly put out at this. Indeed, he

was in a perfect agony of vexation. But Mlle. was careful

never to look his way, though he did his best to attract her

notice. Poor General! By turns his face blanched and reddened,

and he was trembling to such an extent that he could scarcely

follow the old lady's play. At length Mlle. and the Prince

took their departure, and the General followed them.
"Madame, Madame," sounded the honeyed accents of De Griers as

he leant over to whisper in the Grandmother's ear. "That

stake will never win. No, no, it is impossible," he added in

Russian with a writhe. "No, no!"

"But why not?" asked the Grandmother, turning round. "Show

me what I ought to do."

Instantly De Griers burst into a babble of French as he

advised, jumped about, declared that such and such chances

ought to be waited for, and started to make calculations of

figures. All this he addressed to me in my capacity as

translator--tapping the table the while with his finger, and

pointing hither and thither. At length he seized a pencil, and

began to reckon sums on paper until he had exhausted the

Grandmother's patience.

"Away with you!" she interrupted. "You talk sheer nonsense,

for, though you keep on saying 'Madame, Madame,' you haven't

the least notion what ought to be done. Away with you, I say!"
"Mais, Madame," cooed De Griers--and straightway started

afresh with his fussy instructions.

"Stake just ONCE, as he advises," the Grandmother said to me,

"and then we shall see what we shall see. Of course, his

stake MIGHT win."
As a matter of fact, De Grier's one object was to distract the

old lady from staking large sums; wherefore, he now suggested

to her that she should stake upon certain numbers, singly and

in groups. Consequently, in accordance with his instructions, I

staked a ten-gulden piece upon several odd numbers in the

first twenty, and five ten-gulden pieces upon certain groups

of numbers-groups of from twelve to eighteen, and from

eighteen to twenty-four. The total staked amounted to 160

The wheel revolved. "Zero!" cried the croupier.

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