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unnatural in his desiring also to know your plans? "
Again I began my explanations, but the Frenchman only fidgeted

and rolled his head about as he listened with an expression of

manifest and unconcealed irony on his face. In short, he adopted

a supercilious attitude. For my own part, I endeavoured to

pretend that I took the affair very seriously. I declared that,

since the Baron had gone and complained of me to the General, as

though I were a mere servant of the General's, he had, in the

first place, lost me my post, and, in the second place, treated

me like a person to whom, as to one not qualified to answer for

himself, it was not even worth while to speak. Naturally, I

said, I felt insulted at this. Yet, comprehending as I did,

differences of years, of social status, and so forth (here I

could scarcely help smiling), I was not anxious to bring about

further scenes by going personally to demand or to request

satisfaction of the Baron. All that I felt was that I had a

right to go in person and beg the Baron's and the Baroness's

pardon--the more so since, of late, I had been feeling unwell and

unstrung, and had been in a fanciful condition. And so forth,

and so forth. Yet (I continued) the Baron's offensive behaviour

to me of yesterday (that is to say, the fact of his referring

the matter to the General) as well as his insistence that the

General should deprive me of my post, had placed me in such a

position that I could not well express my regret to him (the

Baron) and to his good lady, for the reason that in all

probability both he and the Baroness, with the world at large,

would imagine that I was doing so merely because I hoped, by my

action, to recover my post. Hence, I found myself forced to

request the Baron to express to me HIS OWN regrets, as well as

to express them in the most unqualified manner--to say, in fact,

that he had never had any wish to insult me. After the Baron had

done THAT, I should, for my part, at once feel free to express

to him, whole-heartedly and without reserve, my own regrets."

In short," I declared in conclusion, " my one desire is that the

Baron may make it possible for me to adopt the latter course."


"Oh fie! What refinements and subtleties!" exclaimed De

Griers. "Besides, what have you to express regret for? Confess,

Monsieur, Monsieur--pardon me, but I have forgotten your

name--confess, I say, that all this is merely a plan to annoy the

General? Or perhaps, you have some other and special end in

view? Eh?"


"In return you must pardon ME, mon cher Marquis, and tell me

what you have to do with it."


"The General--"
"But what of the General? Last night he said that, for some

reason or another, it behoved him to 'move with especial care at

present;' wherefore, he was feeling nervous. But I did not

understand the reference."


"Yes, there DO exist special reasons for his doing so,"

assented De Griers in a conciliatory tone, yet with rising

anger. "You are acquainted with Mlle. de Cominges, are you not?"
"Mlle. Blanche, you mean?"
"Yes, Mlle. Blanche de Cominges. Doubtless you know also that

the General is in love with this young lady, and may even be

about to marry her before he leaves here? Imagine, therefore,

what any scene or scandal would entail upon him!"


"I cannot see that the marriage scheme need, be affected by

scenes or scandals."


"Mais le Baron est si irascible--un caractere prussien, vous

savez! Enfin il fera une querelle d'Allemand."


"I do not care," I replied, "seeing that I no longer belong to

his household" (of set purpose I was trying to talk as

senselessly as possible). "But is it quite settled that Mlle.

is to marry the General? What are they waiting for? Why should

they conceal such a matter--at all events from ourselves, the

General's own party?"


"I cannot tell you. The marriage is not yet a settled affair,

for they are awaiting news from Russia. The General has business

transactions to arrange."
"Ah! Connected, doubtless, with madame his mother?"
De Griers shot at me a glance of hatred.
"To cut things short," he interrupted, "I have complete

confidence in your native politeness, as well as in your tact

and good sense. I feel sure that you will do what I suggest,

even if it is only for the sake of this family which has

received you as a kinsman into its bosom and has always loved

and respected you."


"Be so good as to observe," I remarked, "that the same family

has just EXPELLED me from its bosom. All that you are saying you

are saying but for show; but, when people have just said to you,

'Of course we do not wish to turn you out, yet, for the sake of

appearance's, you must PERMIT yourself to be turned out,'

nothing can matter very much."


"Very well, then," he said, in a sterner and more arrogant

tone. "Seeing that my solicitations have had no effect upon

you, it is my duty to mention that other measures will be taken.

There exist here police, you must remember, and this very day

they shall send you packing. Que diable! To think of a blanc bec

like yourself challenging a person like the Baron to a duel! Do

you suppose that you will be ALLOWED to do such things? Just try

doing them, and see if any one will be afraid of you! The reason

why I have asked you to desist is that I can see that your

conduct is causing the General annoyance. Do you believe that

the Baron could not tell his lacquey simply to put you out of

doors?"
"Nevertheless I should not GO out of doors," I retorted with

absolute calm. "You are labouring under a delusion, Monsieur de

Griers. The thing will be done in far better trim than you

imagine. I was just about to start for Mr. Astley's, to ask him

to be my intermediary--in other words, my second. He has a strong

liking for me, and I do not think that he will refuse. He will

go and see the Baron on MY behalf, and the Baron will certainly

not decline to receive him. Although I am only a tutor--a kind of

subaltern, Mr. Astley is known to all men as the nephew of a

real English lord, the Lord Piebroch, as well as a lord in his

own right. Yes, you may be pretty sure that the Baron will be

civil to Mr. Astley, and listen to him. Or, should he decline to

do so, Mr. Astley will take the refusal as a personal affront to

himself (for you know how persistent the English are?) and

thereupon introduce to the Baron a friend of his own (and he has

many friends in a good position). That being so, picture to

yourself the issue of the affair--an affair which will not quite

end as you think it will."
This caused the Frenchman to bethink him of playing the coward.

"Really things may be as this fellow says," he evidently

thought. "Really he MIGHT be able to engineer another scene."
"Once more I beg of you to let the matter drop," he continued

in a tone that was now entirely conciliatory. "One would think

that it actually PLEASED you to have scenes! Indeed, it is a

brawl rather than genuine satisfaction that you are seeking. I

have said that the affair may prove to be diverting, and even

clever, and that possibly you may attain something by it; yet

none the less I tell you" (he said this only because he saw me

rise and reach for my hat) "that I have come hither also to

hand you these few words from a certain person. Read them,

please, for I must take her back an answer."


So saying, he took from his pocket a small, compact,

wafer-sealed note, and handed it to me. In Polina's handwriting

I read:
"I hear that you are thinking of going on with this affair. You

have lost your temper now, and are beginning to play the fool!

Certain circumstances, however, I may explain to you later. Pray

cease from your folly, and put a check upon yourself. For folly

it all is. I have need of you, and, moreover, you have promised

to obey me. Remember the Shlangenberg. I ask you to be

obedient. If necessary, I shall even BID you be obedient.--Your

own POLINA.


"P.S.--If so be that you still bear a grudge against me for what

happened last night, pray forgive me."


Everything, to my eyes, seemed to change as I read these words.

My lips grew pale, and I began to tremble. Meanwhile, the cursed

Frenchman was eyeing me discreetly and askance, as though he

wished to avoid witnessing my confusion. It would have been

better if he had laughed outright.
"Very well," I said, "you can tell Mlle. not to disturb

herself. But," I added sharply, "I would also ask you why you

have been so long in handing me this note? Instead of chattering

about trifles, you ought to have delivered me the missive at

once--if you have really come commissioned as you say."
"Well, pardon some natural haste on my part, for the situation

is so strange. I wished first to gain some personal knowledge of

your intentions; and, moreover, I did not know the contents of

the note, and thought that it could be given you at any time."


"I understand," I replied. "So you were ordered to hand me the

note only in the last resort, and if you could not otherwise

appease me? Is it not so? Speak out, Monsieur de Griers."
"Perhaps," said he, assuming a look of great forbearance, but

gazing at me in a meaning way.


I reached for my hat; whereupon he nodded, and went out. Yet on

his lips I fancied that I could see a mocking smile. How could

it have been otherwise?
"You and I are to have a reckoning later, Master Frenchman," I

muttered as I descended the stairs. "Yes, we will measure our

strength together." Yet my thoughts were all in confusion, for

again something seemed to have struck me dizzy. Presently the

air revived me a little, and, a couple of minutes later, my

brain had sufficiently cleared to enable two ideas in particular

to stand out in it. Firstly, I asked myself, which of the

absurd, boyish, and extravagant threats which I had uttered at

random last night had made everybody so alarmed? Secondly, what

was the influence which this Frenchman appeared to exercise over

Polina? He had but to give the word, and at once she did as he

desired--at once she wrote me a note to beg of me to forbear! Of

course, the relations between the pair had, from the first, been

a riddle to me--they had been so ever since I had first made

their acquaintance. But of late I had remarked in her a strong

aversion for, even a contempt for--him, while, for his part, he

had scarcely even looked at her, but had behaved towards her

always in the most churlish fashion. Yes, I had noted that.

Also, Polina herself had mentioned to me her dislike for him,

and delivered herself of some remarkable confessions on the

subject. Hence, he must have got her into his power

somehow--somehow he must be holding her as in a vice.


VIII
All at once, on the Promenade, as it was called--that is to say,

in the Chestnut Avenue--I came face to face with my Englishman.


"I was just coming to see you," he said; "and you appear to be

out on a similar errand. So you have parted with your employers?"


"How do you know that?" I asked in astonishment. "Is EVERY ONE

aware of the fact? "


"By no means. Not every one would consider such a fact to be of

moment. Indeed, I have never heard any one speak of it."


"Then how come you to know it?"
"Because I have had occasion to do so. Whither are you bound? I

like you, and was therefore coming to pay you a visit."


"What a splendid fellow you are, Mr. Astley!" I cried, though

still wondering how he had come by his knowledge. "And since I

have not yet had my coffee, and you have, in all probability,

scarcely tasted yours, let us adjourn to the Casino Cafe, where

we can sit and smoke and have a talk."
The cafe in question was only a hundred paces away; so, when

coffee had been brought, we seated ourselves, and I lit a

cigarette. Astley was no smoker, but, taking a seat by my side,

he prepared himself to listen.


"I do not intend to go away," was my first remark. "I intend,

on the contrary, to remain here."


"That I never doubted," he answered good-humouredly.
It is a curious fact that, on my way to see him, I had never

even thought of telling him of my love for Polina. In fact, I

had purposely meant to avoid any mention of the subject. Nor,

during our stay in the place, had I ever made aught but the

scantiest reference to it. You see, not only was Astley a man of

great reserve, but also from the first I had perceived that

Polina had made a great impression upon him, although he never

spoke of her. But now, strangely enough, he had no sooner seated

himself and bent his steely gaze upon me, than, for some reason

or another, I felt moved to tell him everything--to speak to him

of my love in all its phases. For an hour and a half did I

discourse on the subject, and found it a pleasure to do so, even

though this was the first occasion on which I had referred to

the matter. Indeed, when, at certain moments, I perceived that

my more ardent passages confused him, I purposely increased my

ardour of narration. Yet one thing I regret: and that is that I

made references to the Frenchman which were a little

over-personal.


Mr. Astley sat without moving as he listened to me. Not a word

nor a sound of any kind did he utter as he stared into my eyes.

Suddenly, however, on my mentioning the Frenchman, he

interrupted me, and inquired sternly whether I did right to

speak of an extraneous matter (he had always been a strange man

in his mode of propounding questions).


"No, I fear not," I replied.
"And concerning this Marquis and Mlle. Polina you know nothing

beyond surmise?"


Again I was surprised that such a categorical question should

come from such a reserved individual.


"No, I know nothing FOR CERTAIN about them" was my reply.

"No--nothing."


"Then you have done very wrong to speak of them to me, or even

to imagine things about them."


"Quite so, quite so," I interrupted in some astonishment. "I

admit that. Yet that is not the question." Whereupon I related

to him in detail the incident of two days ago. I spoke of

Polina's outburst, of my encounter with the Baron, of my

dismissal, of the General's extraordinary pusillanimity, and of

the call which De Griers had that morning paid me. In

conclusion, I showed Astley the note which I had lately received.
"What do you make of it?" I asked. "When I met you I was just

coming to ask you your opinion. For myself, I could have killed

this Frenchman, and am not sure that I shall not do so even yet."
"I feel the same about it," said Mr. Astley. "As for Mlle.

Polina--well, you yourself know that, if necessity drives, one

enters into relation with people whom one simply detests. Even

between this couple there may be something which, though unknown

to you, depends upon extraneous circumstances. For, my own part,

I think that you may reassure yourself--or at all events

partially. And as for Mlle. Polina's proceedings of two days

ago, they were, of course, strange; not because she can have

meant to get rid of you, or to earn for you a thrashing from the

Baron's cudgel (which for some curious reason, he did not use,

although he had it ready in his hands), but because such

proceedings on the part of such--well, of such a refined lady as

Mlle. Polina are, to say the least of it, unbecoming. But she

cannot have guessed that you would carry out her absurd wish to

the letter?"
"Do you know what?" suddenly I cried as I fixed Mr. Astley

with my gaze. "I believe that you have already heard the story

from some one--very possibly from Mlle. Polina herself?"
In return he gave me an astonished stare.
"Your eyes look very fiery," he said with a return of his

former calm, "and in them I can read suspicion. Now, you have

no right whatever to be suspicious. It is not a right which I

can for a moment recognise, and I absolutely refuse to answer

your questions."
"Enough! You need say no more," I cried with a strange emotion

at my heart, yet not altogether understanding what had aroused

that emotion in my breast. Indeed, when, where, and how could

Polina have chosen Astley to be one of her confidants? Of late I

had come rather to overlook him in this connection, even though

Polina had always been a riddle to me--so much so that now, when

I had just permitted myself to tell my friend of my infatuation

in all its aspects, I had found myself struck, during the very

telling, with the fact that in my relations with her I could

specify nothing that was explicit, nothing that was positive. On

the contrary, my relations had been purely fantastic, strange,

and unreal; they had been unlike anything else that I could

think of.
"Very well, very well," I replied with a warmth equal to

Astley's own. "Then I stand confounded, and have no further

opinions to offer. But you are a good fellow, and I am glad to

know what you think about it all, even though I do not need your

advice."
Then, after a pause, I resumed:
"For instance, what reason should you assign for the General

taking fright in this way? Why should my stupid clowning have

led the world to elevate it into a serious incident? Even De

Griers has found it necessary to put in his oar (and he only

interferes on the most important occasions), and to visit me,

and to address to me the most earnest supplications. Yes, HE, De

Griers, has actually been playing the suppliant to ME! And, mark

you, although he came to me as early as nine o'clock, he had

ready-prepared in his hand Mlle. Polina's note. When, I would

ask, was that note written? Mlle. Polina must have been aroused

from sleep for the express purpose of writing it. At all events

the circumstance shows that she is an absolute slave to the

Frenchman, since she actually begs my pardon in the

note--actually begs my pardon! Yet what is her personal concern

in the matter? Why is she interested in it at all? Why, too, is

the whole party so afraid of this precious Baron? And what sort

of a business do you call it for the General to be going to

marry Mlle. Blanche de Cominges? He told me last night that,

because of the circumstance, he must 'move with especial care at

present.' What is your opinion of it all? Your look convinces me

that you know more about it than I do."
Mr. Astley smiled and nodded.
"Yes, I think I DO know more about it than you do," he

assented. "The affair centres around this Mlle. Blanche. Of

that I feel certain."
"And what of Mlle. Blanche?" I cried impatiently (for in me

there had dawned a sudden hope that this would enable me to

discover something about Polina).
"Well, my belief is that at the present moment Mlle. Blanche

has, in very truth, a special reason for wishing to avoid any

trouble with the Baron and the Baroness. It might lead not only

to some unpleasantness, but even to a scandal."


"Oh, oh! "
"Also I may tell you that Mlle. Blanche has been in

Roulettenberg before, for she was staying here three seasons

ago. I myself was in the place at the time, and in those days

Mlle. Blanche was not known as Mlle. de Cominges, nor was her

mother, the Widow de Cominges, even in existence. In any case

no one ever mentioned the latter. De Griers, too, had not

materialised, and I am convinced that not only do the parties

stand in no relation to one another, but also they have not long

enjoyed one another's acquaintance. Likewise, the Marquisate de

Griers is of recent creation. Of that I have reason to be sure,

owing to a certain circumstance. Even the name De Griers itself

may be taken to be a new invention, seeing that I have a friend

who once met the said 'Marquis' under a different name

altogether."


"Yet he possesses a good circle of friends?"
"Possibly. Mlle. Blanche also may possess that. Yet it is not

three years since she received from the local police, at the

instance of the Baroness, an invitation to leave the town. And

she left it."


"But why?"
"Well, I must tell you that she first appeared here in company

with an Italian--a prince of some sort, a man who bore an

historic name (Barberini or something of the kind). The fellow

was simply a mass of rings and diamonds -- real diamonds, too --

and the couple used to drive out in a marvellous carriage. At

first Mlle. Blanche played 'trente et quarante' with fair success,

but, later, her luck took a marked change for the worse. I

distinctly remember that in a single evening she lost an

enormous sum. But worse was to ensue, for one fine morning her

prince disappeared--horses, carriage, and all. Also, the hotel

bill which he left unpaid was enormous. Upon this Mlle. Zelma

(the name which she assumed after figuring as Madame Barberini)

was in despair. She shrieked and howled all over the hotel, and

even tore her clothes in her frenzy. In the hotel there was

staying also a Polish count (you must know that ALL travelling

Poles are counts!), and the spectacle of Mlle. Zelma tearing her

clothes and, catlike, scratching her face with her beautiful,

scented nails produced upon him a strong impression. So the pair

had a talk together, and, by luncheon time, she was consoled.

Indeed, that evening the couple entered the Casino arm-in-arm --

Mlle. Zelma laughing loudly, according to her custom, and

showing even more expansiveness in her manners than she had

before shown. For instance, she thrust her way into the file of

women roulette-players in the exact fashion of those ladies who,

to clear a space for themselves at the tables, push their

fellow-players roughly aside. Doubtless you have noticed them?"


"Yes, certainly."
"Well, they are not worth noticing. To the annoyance of the

decent public they are allowed to remain here--at all events such

of them as daily change 4000 franc notes at the tables (though,

as soon as ever these women cease to do so, they receive an

invitation to depart). However, Mlle. Zelma continued to change

notes of this kind, but her play grew more and more

unsuccessful, despite the fact that such ladies' luck is

frequently good, for they have a surprising amount of cash at



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